this is not my life, well perhaps a portion.

2008-03-27T22:13:00.000-07:00

beautiful heathen.
you jump and run like an athlete but your heart doesn’t see its dead! Can you
not feel those wounds that crack and bleed? I see them and want to reach out
my hand to heal your aching bones. But my reach is only so long and it hurts
every time you bite my fingers. Oh God! May He illuminate your path to shine
so brightly on your broken limbs.

Don’t run so headlong and proud into that pit of destruction. you would be safest
here by me I think but that is not the truth. You would be safest in His arms if only
you would fall into them instead of trying to jump into all those fake ones. I can hear
your voice – can you hear your own voice? I can hear your voice – can you hear your
own voice?

My heart does bow itself in humble position because had my eyes not been cleaned and mine heart washed by the blood of my blessed Savior I would have been your partner in crime. I would have been your other half had not my name been called and my feet swept out from under me.

I thought that I was running with the greatest river in history and when He saved me I find that I was standing in a dead and stagnant stream that trickled with horrid water. I feel like I have been transplanted in a beautiful garden, that my weedy nature and bloody thorns have been transformed into a beautiful life form. I was made for this and not for my former self.

For those things have passed away. I live in the already but not yet
and I look forward to the future that is here.

[c] s.b. 3/28/2008
*bucks writings. :many smiles because iced lattes are inspiring.

Song Associations

2008-03-26T21:12:00.000-07:00

the other day, i turned on matt kearney and it basically flooded me with NA memories.

tonight. i realized that the sad return trip home from georgetown - that is- GW parkway going north... is the song Passenger Seat by Death Cab

i'll add to this list. and express myself in
other artistic measures just for fun.
like a picture per idea/ per song. and a doodle.
one whole moleskin full of the things.

what a lIFE!

'ellllooo there poppet

2008-03-20T20:24:00.000-07:00

thank you God for friends and georgetown and gum and music and chai tea and "to-go" cups

and bananas and purple pens and calculators.

show me something breathtaking

teach me its complexity

but [please] don't steal my joy with lies!

and false assumptions told as truth.

thats. basically how i feel about school right now.

the world is rather amazING but everyone tells

the story right and gets it wrong on the most important

part. the point. the climax. the true reality JESUS CHRIST and His saving Gospel!

and its terribly sad to be so right and yet so wrong.

k piensa? ai!

2008-03-05T18:39:00.000-08:00

porque no me sueltas?

estas un pesadilla que no queria.

hago que no quiero hacer

y no hago que quiero hacer.

hay muchas cosas mas densas de este pensado de vida.

la vida es mas importante de que vives.

. . . . . . . .

2008-03-01T15:02:00.000-08:00

You have insulted me in every way possible and cannot have anything left to say to me.
please leave.
:slams door:

:opens door:

i love you most ardently i am sure.
pitterpatter pitter patter.

romans8:10-17

2008-02-05T05:10:00.000-08:00

But if Christ is in you, although the body is dead because of sin, the Spirit is life because of righteousness. If the Spirit of him WHO RAISED JESUS FROM THE DEAD dwells in you, he who raised Christ Jesus from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through his Spirit who dwells in you. So then, brothers, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live according to the flesh. For if you live according to the flesh you will die, but if by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live. For all who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry "Abba, Father!" The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children, then heirs - heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ, provided we suffer with him in order that we may also be glorified with him.""

Dennis Gabor/1947/holography/partayintheoffive

2008-02-01T21:05:00.000-08:00

the physicist Dennis Gabor invented the concept of HOLOGRAPHY in 1947

[I am a hologram. Fleeting representation of the real]

they have all been thinking lately...

2008-01-19T21:34:00.000-08:00

about the idea of an

original thought

&is that even possible?

It can't be. Every thought is probably just one more reverberation of an echo that one shouted long ago. of course, shouted in one's mind. + this means that humanity thinks and rethinks everything as one collective whole. there must however have been key persons in our history that were privileged enough to give every thought its first think. is there ever a thought that has yet to be thought of? {iwanttosaythunk} . + my brain sort of does flips in my head when i think of this but that must have been thought by another thinker along the same train of thought. .. . are you following my train of thought? why do we compare thought to a train? why not to a wave? or a tide? or a swallow?

this winterclass will be the end of me.

2008-01-14T15:26:00.000-08:00

study//study my sister got a snake.

and some people stole my photobooth.

Random thoughts from this December...

2007-12-31T10:45:00.000-08:00

1. Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. (eph.6:10)

commanding tone

we CAN be strong in the Lord

,not act, not try, not attempt but BE

do not be strong in yourself but in the Lord

& (keep going, keep reading not finished yet - all inclusive) IN the strength of

His own strength. You and I can be strong in the Lord and in the strenght of

His powerful might.

2. Life is expensive.

3. I'm not gonna write you a love song// cause you ask for it// cause you need one// you see...

4. I want to go to Harvard and debate about civil disobedience and then finish it all with

"You better hope I choose the latter"

ps. check it out

2007-12-21T14:43:00.000-08:00

it's CHRISTMASTIME

again...

be a forward thinker

2007-12-19T10:12:00.000-08:00

At the ONE meeting last week I was reminded of my

SINGLE FOCUS motto when we were told

to remember what we are here for.

It was an amazing message that can be found here

11.09.07

The Chinese Language: Part I

2007-12-10T19:57:00.001-08:00

the following is a collection of thoughts and interesting concepts that
I have discovered about the Chinese Language
中文: 簡而言之

- The following excerpt is taken from a book entitled Speaking "Of" Chinese which is an excellent read if you are interested.

The following phrase
wo(3) mai (3) shu(1)
may be translated as...

I buy books.
I am buying books.
I bought books.
I was buying books.
I had bought books.
I have bought books.
I have been buying books.
I will buy books.
I will be buying books.
I will have bought books.

"Chinese nouns do not have a plural or singular form. Again, Chinese speakers rely on context to prevent confusion. A time word can be inserted before the verb, as in the sentence Zuotian wo mai shu = Yesterday I bought books... " (Chang, Chang, 44)

Sources:
Chang, M., & Chang, R., (1978). Speaking “of” Chinese. New York, N.Y.: W.W.
Norton & Company

zhe ge zhoumo = this weekend

2007-11-18T19:32:00.000-08:00

this has been the happiest linguistic weekend of my life.
thank you JESUS.

Worst Thanksgiving Memory...

2007-11-15T17:27:00.001-08:00

worst thanksgiving memory: having to sit at the "kid's table"

||
these are a few of my friends who i will randomly post and then
type the word oatmeal.

. . . .

2007-11-05T18:41:00.001-08:00

maybe we follow them they will lead us all to heaven
_
matthew18:3 "I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven."

Yay for sibs who go to har pars...

2007-10-31T19:12:00.000-07:00

and come back with sweetness to share.

to tie a tie.

2007-10-23T20:23:00.000-07:00

So, I'm not sure if this has ever happened to you before but today...
I was sitting in Linguistic class and my professor's tie caught my eye (yes, you read right
I rhymed)... ANYway -

As I looked at the tie - I began to see it in an entirely different way.
No longer was it a symbol of professionalism or power but a long
fabric lariat that hung loosely from the neck and shouted nothing
in particular through its red and blue lines and stripes.

it seemed to me that in the span of a few moments my entire taste
for ties changed drastically.

I saw them for what they really are... or are not.
Although I do believe this was influenced by the way my professor had tied his tie that morning (quite loose and rather disheveled)

However - for those of the tie loving community of men out there, there
is still hope for you yet. Ties are not all bad. In fact, ties are quite good.
To quote one anonymous cute friend:

""i have a major thing for ties. they definitely are the first thing i notice about a guy: his choice of tie. it really says a lot about a person..."" - anon leaping gazelle

So you see? Ties are quite good and sometimes stunning.
So please - if you choose to wear a tie, wear it well.
And if not?
jeans and black dress shoes work for anyone.

2007-10-18T20:49:00.001-07:00

It is very interesting how important college is.

[or not]

Just a little photo booth fun...

2007-10-07T15:06:00.000-07:00

Wait, the light will come...

2007-10-03T09:52:00.000-07:00

Rise you daughters and stand you sons,
Claim the the victory that Jesus won!

Look the light has come!!

- The Light will Come
by Phil Wickham

Listen to it.. honestly

2007-09-25T21:50:00.000-07:00

2007-09-24T05:07:00.000-07:00

you said it was your brothers boat,
but your father pays the bills.
you wore your own shoes but your friends are
running barefoot.
I'll keep quiet because I am borrowed too.

(oh yes. its coming soon.... wait for it..)

:) ---

A man's religion always rules him, even in the most nonpartisan study. It is at the basis of all differences that divide mankin. Therefore, the true believer considers nothing too costly fo he preservation of faith, whether it be the rack, the branding iron, the cross or the stake. It is more precious than home and country, than spouse and children, than one's own life, than the whole world. For he who loses his faith, loses himself, his soul, his eternal salvation. But he who keeps his faith also keeps himself even if he should lose his life. The certainty of faith is therefoer the most perfect rest, the highest freedom of the spirit. It doubts not. It is heroic and fearless, though there be as many devils as shingles on the roof. FAITH FEARS GOD ALONE AND NO ONE ELSE. It is even more CERTAIN OF ITSELF THAN OF THE SUN SHINING IN THE SKY. IT CAN DOUBT EVERYTHING EXCEPT ITSELF. AND WITH AT LEAST AS MUCH RIGHT AS DESCARTES POSITED HIS cogito ergo sum (I think therefore I am), THE BELIEVER POSITS credo, ergo, sum, ergo Deus est (I believe, therefore I am, therefore God is).
>>The certainty of Faith by Herman Bavinck

hebrews12v28thru29

2007-09-21T20:56:00.000-07:00

therefore let us be grateful for receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, and thus let us offer to god acceptable worship, with reverence and awe, for our od is a C O n sum I NG F ir E

2007-09-18T20:05:00.000-07:00

and then there were a very many more people
than was to be expected by the
inspiring young actress with red hair and blinded eyes. Goodbye.

2007-09-14T14:41:00.000-07:00

me and the mokester

2007-09-12T19:40:00.000-07:00

Sooo. I am currently enjoying my mac and :: wo shi xue CHINESE! God is still faithful.

Wo shi han lei.
goodnite.

school has begun!

2007-09-06T19:32:00.000-07:00

BIO101 (bio-eulogy (minus the eu (unfortunately)))
SP108 (intro to HUMAN communication (as opposed to ketchup/lightbulb))
LG200 (Linguistics)
CN101 (Chai-nese)

.....
Could I ask for a better class schedule?
I have nice lab partners in Bio/My professor in Speech is adorable and so nice/My linguistics class is the BESTEST EVA/Chinese? Try an attempt at NOT laughing out loud because you and your classmates all sound like dying .. ducks?

Oh the joys of language.
(and biology. can't forget that. oh wait - yes you can)

... And I am not complaining about Biology! I am not GOING to complain about Biology! God is Gracious and He gave me my favorite room ever to have the class in. :) Props to our Sovereign Creator (more than props - but you know)

AND - I met a a linguistics maj/and a christian all in the same day. Jesus is so good!!!

- the end.

flora&dora&borabora go to DC

2007-09-03T19:34:00.000-07:00

For a DAYtrip.

Dear Personal Blogging Journal that .5 the population of the entire universe can see if they so choose,

Today I went for the day to the one and only District de Colombia. I went with two other equally good natured fellows: Dora & Bora Bora.

We took a group picture. Somehow there was a mutual understanding between Dora & I... the understanding stopped there.

After finally reaching the right station we departed from the train and attempted to scale the curved surface that met us near the elevators. It didn't work because it was covered in grease. Bora Bora, with his artistic eye, caught the moment when we noticed it. I was amazed, Dora just laughed.

When we returned to ground level we stopped by the local fire station to shoot a few poses of Bora Bora in action. We left just before the firetrucks ran Bora Bora over.

We followed the map to a quaint little shop affectionately called, "Bear the Pain". or - Bon au Pain in French (Ukranian dialect). We ate there.

Somehow, Dora & I managed to snap a quick shot while Bora Bora wasn't looking (he would have wanted to be in the picture of course).

A few crazy photo shoots later...

we made it to the National Gallery of Art. to see. the Art.

Some of my favs:

at the end of the DC trip.

we visited some of the locals from the surrounding collegiate parks.

then came the most fun metro ride eva...

and then the day was over.

the end.

-flora.

2007-09-02T20:12:00.001-07:00

if you read.

then comment. simple as that.

it cometh

2007-08-27T15:10:00.000-07:00

very soonish i thinketh

Hebrews is rich text

2007-08-23T08:24:00.000-07:00

6:19thru20b
We have this as a sure and steadfast anchor of the soul, a hope that enters into the inner place behind the curtain, where Jesus has gone as a forerunner on our behalf... . ..

6:9
Though we speak in this way, yet in your case, beloved, we feel sure of better things - things that belong to salvation.

8:5
They serve a copy and shadow of the heavenly things.

8:10athru12
I will put my laws into their minds, and write them on their hearts, and I will be their God, and they shall be my people. And they shall not teach, each one his neighbor and each one his brother, saying, 'Know the Lord', for they shall all know me, from the least of them to the greatest. For I will be merciful toward their iniquities, and I will remember their sins no more.

Therefore we must pay much

closer

attention

to what we have heard, lest we drift away from

it.

2:1

2007-08-18T18:35:00.000-07:00

my name is stacey and i love my

friends dora and bora bora

2007-08-13T19:30:00.000-07:00

dream #7: play with orchestra

his name is joel3:14

2007-07-31T04:51:00.000-07:00

multitudes, multitudes,
in the valley of decision '

'for the Day of the Lord is near
in the valley of decision'

''

Jerry Maren, Lollipop Guild Munchkin

2007-07-29T10:37:00.001-07:00

Jerry Maren, Lollipop Guild Munchkin
Originally uploaded by P.S.Zollo

chupa chupa time.

VA Beach Trip

2007-07-23T19:34:00.000-07:00

lauren.coleman.heather.rachel.stacey
brunette.brunette.brunette.brunette.blonde
(ok.fine. forthtotheright is not really a brunette)

2007-07-18T18:48:00.000-07:00

unimplied is a word

2007-07-17T21:10:00.000-07:00

i'll write you a story,
and put it in your journal,
and then we'll have a memory,
and you'll have to write it down,
and then you'll write your story,
and find mine in the pages,
and then you'll fall in love with me,
and we'll marry in the town.
-classssssic.

bears all things, believes as things, hopes all things, endures all things

2007-07-13T06:16:00.000-07:00

here we are limited and futile, arrogant & wrong. We run the wrong way with heads held high & scorn those whose footsteps match our own. cColorblind designers with big heads and mismatched clothing. We are not love - we know not love - we do not love -...yet found on the side of the track beaten and exhausted we are love.d

this post is dedicated to DORA

2007-07-11T17:53:00.000-07:00

dora&flora

foreva.

you wear the bear suit this time.

roar.

2007-07-08T19:06:00.000-07:00

i wish this was me all the time.
but alas, the camera was
borrow.ed.

2007-07-04T11:45:00.000-07:00

and in the
time of a shortened
glance. a quick look.
a wink, blink.

it we they them us now all w i l l be gone.

2007-06-22T13:14:00.000-07:00

hello hammerheads.

2007-06-18T19:44:00.000-07:00

white noise for the eyes""

2007-06-13T12:37:00.000-07:00

"with whom there is no variation
or shadow due to change"

james 1:17

of flora and dorian things.

2007-06-06T07:42:00.000-07:00

she is the creme [and all together

quite amazing.

2007-05-30T18:32:00.000-07:00

SODIUMKY:

GRACE IDOLS PUNS CAMI UNCROPPABLE GRANDMOTHER
ARABIAN_DANCe SIGOR ROS CHOIR SMALL_GROUp HORSE STEVE
WORSHIP SMOKING_THE_PIPEr LUNCH FRIENDS LINGUISTICS
COFFEE BONNIEs_DAD NOTES QUIET BARB_b LCs_WALk FLIPFLOPS
ELEVATOR WOMENS_CONFERENCe HUMILITY GRACE GRACE GRACE
GRACE TEXTS CANDY CARRIDE PHOTOS LOOK WATCH_It SCRIPTURE FOOD PEANUTBUTTER RETAINER GULLIBLE INITIATION CONVERSATION CALCULATING

2007-05-24T04:53:00.001-07:00

don't sow seeds to laziness and idolness right now because you will reap them later.

he who is faithful with little will be faithful with much. the same goes for the other way around. UNfaithfulness breeds UNfaithfulness. BE committed to Jesus, pursue JESUS, pursue fellowship, pursue repentance, pursue Godliness.

hungry:for cars

2007-05-20T16:13:00.000-07:00

2007-05-13T20:38:00.000-07:00

GOD is sovereign.

even over the tiniest.

2007-05-12T15:07:00.000-07:00

shamrock &nd hammock

do nt rhyme.

picture poste.

2007-05-10T19:11:00.000-07:00

Wow. I am finished with my Freshman year in college. Crazy. crazy. (And GOD is STILL amzing!) Because I'm finished with school.. heres a picture post to let you in on my "post-education" life.

i buy books. yes. My newliest books include: Zorro by Isabel Allende,
The Pig that Wants to be Eaten by Justin someone? and SAINT by Ted Dekker. Dekker will be my fav author for as long as he is my fav author. yep - hes THAT amazing.
I am (however) most proud of the PIG THAT WANTS TO BE EATEN (no it doesn't matter that it was 50% off the sale price) its a book for Armchair Philosophers... HELLO? Did I hear someone calling my name? Yep. It was practically WRITTEN forme.

Then I read the books.

Good parts:

Scary parts:

and all. Views from my hammock:

ps. - all of these pictures are unedited so far because its 10:27pm. I will prob edit them later and then repost.

2007-05-07T18:59:00.000-07:00

fm at last.
cause AM is \/

2007-05-01T20:38:00.000-07:00

[
I want to have a music marathon
where we all share stuff we love to contribute to the love of audible thought.

imagine. audible thought.
its possible. to replay sounds in your head.
]

tell me_ what you are listening. (thinking) to.

^up

2007-04-29T10:13:00.000-07:00

DF#AB//D//C#dim7th _usage 1//DF#AB//D//C#dim7th_usage2

we can walk and talk a while
we can walk and talk a while
and who knows what we will see
*2

we can walk and talk a while
we can walk and talk i'll smile
and who knows what you will see
*2

i have heard that its been said,
that when two friends walk a while
they dont know what they will see.
[[D//A//B//Bdim7th_usage3]]

(c) stac(e)ybdosh.

2007-04-24T10:21:00.000-07:00

Photo Credit: Beth Wilson

Edited by Stacey Bosdosh

1 Peter one:three-nine

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! According to his great mercy, he has caused us to be born again ot a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an inheritance that is imperishable, undefiled, and unfading, kept in heaven for you, who by God's power are being guarded through faiths for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials, so that the tested genuineness of your faith - more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire - may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Chirst. Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory, obtaining the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls.

Notes from John Piper *paraphrased...

2007-04-09T12:32:00.000-07:00

Friends... our hearts were meant to be staggered by the awesome and inescapable love of Jesus Christ.

Do not be fooled... there is a staggering, mind blowing, divine

reality above the current and we have lost our capacity to realize that we miss it.

The more you share with others this unbelievable phenomenon of Christ's love and the mind blowing story of the Gospel, trust me... you will love it all the more.

How true that our sins are paid for!

Such beautiful truth!

e3}

________________________

2007-04-02T19:20:00.001-07:00

a little suitcase: part II

2007-03-22T16:58:00.000-07:00

Let no one deceive himself. If anyone among you thinks that he is wise in this age, let him become a fool that he may become wise. For the wisdom of this world is folly with God.
1corinthiansthree:eighteen

notes from Eric Simmons "Wisdom Rules"

2007-03-15T09:18:00.000-07:00

:What does God want to reveal through wisdom?
You desperately need me.

Wisdom from heaven=

:is peaceloving
:asks what do you trust?
:is considerate
:seeks to understand others rather than great strides of
seeking to be understood.
:asks whose interests are more important?
:is kind
:is willing to yield to others
:is submissive
:asks are you open to getting input from people who don't agree
with you
:is full of mercy and good fruit
:makes a person forgive easily

Understanding what it is like to be in others shoes is [so important!]
G[uys]: don't make comments about girls weight
G[irls]: understanding that it is not always easy for guys to lead

Friendship is dangerous. Use wisdom.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . ...

thank you that I ______

2007-03-14T09:55:00.000-07:00

I want to live, therefore I die, and while I die I live. And yet while I live I die. If death brings life, and true life means death, then death is what it must be. And yet alive but dead to sin I walk in corpse-like body; like a jubilant leper yet I have been made clean. A sacrificial body is what I live to give to you. Thank you that I may. ||

thisistruth[at]liveandknow.com

2007-03-06T19:38:00.000-08:00

[before they call I will answer, while they are yet speaking I will hear.] Isaiahsixtyfive:24

Repentant, Blatant,
Selfish, Sin,
Taken all of it,
and given in,
Washed yet broken,
beaten down,
These don't stain,
but still do drown,
White and crushing,
burning dying,
Find me, gr[a]cious,
catch me falling,
Slipping 8[ft] 1 at a time,
Yet eyes are open,
Vision blind,
Mind forsaken,
Hope in hand,
Held yet tightly,
suffering man

it is finished.].

[c] Stacey Bosdosh

[sweet heaven

2007-02-19T17:43:00.000-08:00

other news:
- today my siblings and i went sledding (not really, more like sliding dangerously down icy hills of death on the soles of your shoes. ) near the road. :) at night. :) we all got hurt. :o but it was fun. :)
- recently i realized that i dont like Chipotle
- i always recently aquired the knowledge that carpet stores scare me.

God is so wonderful though! His mercies are new every morning and He has been so gracious to me via my wonderful family. I love my brothers, my sister is hilarious, my parents are so wise and so amazing and all together they are even better.

I am eagerly awaiting heaven though.

a small little suitcase:

2007-01-07T16:51:00.000-08:00

:thoughts
So if we steal what they call gold, have we done the poor men justice? If we think right what they call rust, who's to say who's wrong? And why all this about you and me when all has been said and done? Is that purposeful importance, or meaningless grace? And if we think it living-worth to hurt ourselves (yet not ourselves), do we care if we have ears to hear what we all know has been said? While the want is clearly seen, it is still quite hard to keep on wanting. But then again who cares about hardship? It's like we know and yet we don't, and that's what makes it beautiful.

:i can hear you
but ive chosen not to amplify
your tactful nothings
they dont get me anywhere
besides -- the man on center stage has my full attention

:I am pretty much [free!
Open and one-way,
Staring at the run-way,
Cloudless but with vision,
Priceless with precision,
All meaning and glory,
Awaiting there fully,
Keep, Still, Yet, Now,
Go!

*****
end:note
i just wrote all these in the past 15 minutes. so. they are not edited.
preliminary thoughts are helpful.

Isaiah 30:

2006-12-20T08:27:00.000-08:00

[And Oh a sweet walk that will be...]

:And as I walk,
though confused I may be,
with pretty things,
to catch my eye

[I shall hear a word behind me. Saying sweetly, "This is your way, walk in it"

:And as I walk,
though hard be the road,
with constant strain,
to plague my mind,

[I shall hear a word behind me. Saying sweetly, "This is your way, walk in it"

:And as I walk,
though the pain I may feel,
with hurting heart
and weathered hands,

[I shall hear a word behind me. Saying sweetly, "This is your way, walk in it"

:And as I walk,
though faced with death,
and denial and life
offered in the other hand

[I shall hear a word behind me. Saying sweetly, "This is your way, walk in it"

:And as I walk,
to the Judgement Day,
as Heaven's gates do
open wide

And as I stare
at the path so clear

[I shall hear a word behind me. Saying sweetly, "Well done my good and faithful servant,

THIS IS YOUR WAY, WALK IN IT

...

2006-12-17T19:56:00.000-08:00

:in this race,
towards that place

the ahistoric histories have fooled me once again. yet just another thing I thought I knew. the answer wrong, the truth denied, all my knowledge falsified. and I am left with another search for trust. wind blown my weathered hands would rather give up all and be taken to the beauty. beyond the worlds of death to the rest where resides the very best.

Alrighty.

2006-12-11T19:52:00.000-08:00

So I have decided to put this space to better use than random ramblings.... by posting
my songs/poems that I write. ((yes. I stole the idea))

Critiques are quite welcome.

If they cant speak for themselves,
then ask me what they mean.

::i am nothing

2006-10-29T19:12:00.000-08:00

::i am nothing but a passing shadow,
reflection of light,
fleeting and short

::i am nothing but a fallen nature,
fallen creature,

::i am nothing but a breath,
yet breathed,

::wasteful, dead in sin i was
shadow, fallen
dying breath

::yes. wasteful. and then no more
suddenly saved

::like a lost soul,
my lover found me

::saved me, from the death
i lived to die

::and now i die to live
come breath, come shadow
come death

:victory is mine,
for so is HE

Titled Apathy

2006-10-27T06:26:00.000-07:00

Titled Apathy

the words escape me
faster than my angered mind
can pull them in

whilst truth is known,
my heart keeps talking,
foolish sin,

the hatred deep,
the love unconquered,
yet victory awaits,

beyond this battle,
beyond this field,
in the glories of heaven's gates

oh save me Jesus Savior Father
Save me from this killing breed
Until my heart does hate no longer
And rests alone in sweetest peace

Copyright Stacey Bosdosh 2006

2006-10-24T11:07:00.000-07:00

cliche

these simpleton hearts
beating in place,
well-tempered rhythm
indentical face

the stained glass yet broken
yields fullness complete
the figures though colored
remain obsolete

i choose to ride on,
past the thoughts and the minds
of those who have left
their own far behind

+ obviously, i like poems that rhyme
_ in other news: my political ideologies prof gave me
my life back. (i didn't say thank you)

:.the best is yet to come.:

2006-10-22T11:26:00.000-07:00

\\ i wrote this whilst at the paneria local with bethany.//

Beauty

Is it the eyes,
the mouth or the brow,
that determines the beauty,
of the inward being,
is it the length the weight,
or the size that determines,
the worth or the love to be prized,
Nay. It can't be the outside that,
determines whats more than,
skindeep. The blush or the kiss,
is fleeting and darkened by the
shadow of the Almighty.

\\ i shalst post the rest at a date that has yet to be set.
\\ thanks you for your time

:rhythmic silence that pervades my being

2006-09-21T19:24:00.000-07:00

sitting here in silence
so much to hear
so much to say
and not nearly enough time

the sounds of silence
echo through my mind
guiding my consciouness
on this sea of life

this rhythmic silence
that thunders through my soul
befriends my thoughts and grabs my hand
and begs me take ahold

this rhythimc silence
that thunders through my brain
staring at the tears
and laughing at the rain

this rhythmic silence
pausing when it's deep
wading through the shallows
and calling out to me

looking through blind eyes
silence ringing in my ears
swallowed by the thoughts
of long forgotten tears

pages of my story
blow right past my view
and out of lifes importance
one more thing i thought i knew

waiting at the door
silence fills my head
sweet contentment comes like life,
rushing through the dead

this rhythmic silence
that thunders through my affections
drawing from the wealth of truth
that stands not far away

this rhythmic silence
that thunders through my being
waiting for the chance
to be redeemed

--Stacey Bosdosh
September 21, 2006

this rhythmic silence